Not a good day

Well I have a draft I started to make part 2 of my story and journey. But I’ve been pretty sick and this past Sunday I got really really sick with a lot of pain and a lot of depression. For some reason I’m feeling a lot of confusion in my life. I don’t know which way to go up down left right. All I know is I feel sick to my stomach and I feel sick in my body. I feel very alone Even though I’m surrounded by so many lovely people. I just feel like I’m holding so much in and I can’t take it. I just had to vent on here because I feel like I’m gonna Scream. I Hate these invisible illnesses the take to my body like a whipping post to and my mind to places I don’t want to go. Do you ever feel like you want to just disappear? I do. I just don’t know what to do where to go who to talk to. The burden I feel like give to my loved ones is more than I can bear any longer. I think I just gotta get up. Thanks for listening at stopping by.

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4 thoughts on “Not a good day

  1. Hi, Yvonne!
    I was just thinking of you recently, and wondering how you were doing.
    Sorry to hear you’ve been going through a rough patch for awhile.
    Wish I could wave a magic wand to make it all better, but since I can’t, I’ll just send you hugs. ❤

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    1. Awwww, thank you so much. That means alot. I haven’t even been able to blog! I love chronicling my journey, but my pain levels & depression make it impossible to think straight! But I’m starting to see some light. I’ll be posting soon. I’m glad I got on here today to see this wonderful message! Sending you hugs back.

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