Well I have a draft I started to make part 2 of my story and journey. But I’ve been pretty sick and this past Sunday I got really really sick with a lot of pain and a lot of depression. For some reason I’m feeling a lot of confusion in my life. I don’t know which way to go up down left right. All I know is I feel sick to my stomach and I feel sick in my body. I feel very alone Even though I’m surrounded by so many lovely people. I just feel like I’m holding so much in and I can’t take it. I just had to vent on here because I feel like I’m gonna Scream. I Hate these invisible illnesses the take to my body like a whipping post to and my mind to places I don’t want to go. Do you ever feel like you want to just disappear? I do. I just don’t know what to do where to go who to talk to. The burden I feel like give to my loved ones is more than I can bear any longer. I think I just gotta get up. Thanks for listening at stopping by.
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Well, I'm a woman in her 50's wanting to share my ups & downs journey with invisable Illnesses that I suffer from. Fibromyalgia, nerve damage & depression/bipolar/PTSD/ & anxiety. I want to bring awareness to those searching for others to relate to & to those who want to understand it because a family member or friend has any Invisible Illnesses. Lupus, chronic fatigue syndrome, arthritis, back issues, etc. This is where I want to also share your journey. I would like to expressly state that I am not nor do I give out medical advise. I am simply sharing my experience with my Invisible Illnesses & answering any questions related to how I cope or what meds I've used. I will never recommend medication but offer advice on which type of doctor to consider if you are not aware of which specialist to go to in order to be diagnosed & get help for your disorder. What gets me going is when the mood strikes & I'm in a good place to focus, I research research research research. I hope you will follow my journey & know that I am a very normal person who truly loves life & the people in it. It is just unfortunate that these ailments plague me. Look forward to hearing your journey & input. 🌼 View all posts by Yvonne C